We will soon be releasing our miscarriage book!
I wrote this (part of my next personal book, actually) and I thought I’d share for anyone that needed this today.
Loss, of any kind, changes us and deepens us. It can also be heartbreaking and eye opening.
There is no one way to be in it.
“The last few months, after the miscarriage was complete, have been deep and full of lessons. I do believe this baby/babies came to code my womb for what’s next, and I don’t know what that is. Loss is a cavern; there are so many continued experiences and emotions and feelings that are happening beneath the surface. I have said before that in some ways, we do not ever get over losing a baby. I felt this way with Sable, even though I was blessed with 3 babies after him! And I feel this way now, because this 11th baby was so wanted and waited for, for so long. However, In other ways, we can transform and have this feeling, as I have, that the timeline I am living NOW is perfect. This baby wasn’t meant to incarnate at that time. And that it is no one’s fault. Sovereign souls make sovereign choices.”
I love supporting women in miscarriage because it’s a taboo topic. One few will tackle, or hold space for.
I’m super excited about our miscarriage ebook being released (Margo and I did this one together) because there are also so few books about loss in the ways we see it and have experienced it.
As for me, personally, life has only improved since last Summer when I was deep into the loss of what would have been our 11th baby.
Most days I am happy about the way things turned out, even though going through the loss kinda sucked. It took what felt like forever and it was hard and not what I wanted.
Since then Spirit has brought me so much transformation, and I don’t think that same transformation had been coming my way before I experienced this loss.
Life is mysterious. How has miscarriage touched your life?
Oxox
Maryn
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