Done For Now

I am moving my email communication here to you all to once a week.

For now, it feels increasingly like people are overwhelmed.  Too many emails, too many products, too many launches and offers. 

I’ve always had this disdain for doing the things ordinary people do, and now many of the things I *used to do* fall into this category.

My offerings for the birth world have been strong for 15 years.  I have over 300 ways for you to hear me talk for free (even more if you include my parenting podcast).  I have been supporting women as a midwife and in virtual somatic work for a few years.  My Magical Mama Circle truly is magical and worth my energy. I am slowly getting my personal stories as student midwife and midwife into the world, quietly.

The energy around birth work has changed for me.  It’s not that I like it all any less, but I am following the Divine Flow and it’s not leading towards much birth related stuff at the moment. 

I’ve cried about that and wondered why.  But I am not going to argue with reality.  So, I will be here, in my Hawaiian bubble, doing what I love and allowing the world to come to me, if it chooses to.

I am done bending and willing the world (and maybe you) to engage in my offerings.  If you’re not, it must not be right for you.  It’s hard to accept sometimes that younger generations especially seem to have no value placed on wisdom and experience (and maybe this has been the plight of upcoming “elders” for a long time).

Anyone can be a midwife nowadays and truly many of those women are 0% interested in any of it if it’s not stroking their own ego.  There are a million courses to buy and sessions to do and I am just DONE putting my shingle out in this way.  

If you are here reading this, why? What do you want from my life, how is it helping you or serving you or changing you into a better person? 

If it’s not helpful at all, just unsubscribe.  I’d love to whittle down this large list into a smaller, more personal place where people actually care about something bigger, not just another piece of free content.  

Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, that is the world right now now.  Free content.  Free info.  Free wisdom.  Free everything to waste time on so people don’t have to actually face themselves.

I’m not into it.  I am done giving for a while.

I AM into becoming a better human and I AM into sharing with those that are truly resonant.

Otherwise, I will be in the ocean and allowing her to continue to change me and educate me and and transform me.

I truly would not be at this crossroads without her.

I’ve been grateful for the almost two decades I served the birth world, giving away knowledge and personal insight and my own life.  Sharing my births and my kids.

I’ll be taking a break from that as I look more within, and wait patiently for the invitations that are next.

Wishing you peace and love and your own clarity.

And I’d love to hear from you if you have something real to say.

Oxoxo

Maryn