On this Eclipse and Full Moon, I am deep in introspection.
What parts of me are old, tired of beliefs I have been carrying? What patterns from my childhood am I still living, in my body?
Taking self responsibility is the theme.
We do this by looking at what is transpiring in our lives and asking..what part did I have in creating this?
Our new midwifery school benefits from the self reflection and self responsibility Margo and I have both done and taken over the last few years.
For me, I take ownership of attracting the clients I did. I take responsibility for blurring boundaries because I thought that was “connection”. I found the dark, hidden places in me that connected how people see me/feel about me with my own self worth.
EEkk. That is a big one this Full Moon. How people choose to see you is their perception. Literally, they will see you through glasses and images that THEY made.
We can know this in the mind but the body may still hold the shame or guilt. I am freeing myself from that in a new way right now and everything I create benefits.
We are here, as midwives or as women….to BE the truth of ourselves.
It doesn’t matter what people think or say or project or imagine about you.
You are here to be the truth of yourself.
Our new midwifery school is built on these principles. It has been created from the depths of our souls in a way that is not meant to attract or please everybody.
You’ll know if you are supposed to be with us, learning from us and the teachings in the School.
You’ll know if you need so be surrounded by other women who are also living the truth of themselves.
Unapologetically.
Oxoxo
Maryn
PS. Join Margo and I for a live event called “Ask Us Anything; the Indie Birth New Midwifery School” next Saturday. You must RSVP.


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